ouh..so nice!

When you break her heart :
The pain NEVER really goes away

When she misses you :
She's hurting inside

When she says its over :
She STILL want you to be hers

When she walks away from you mad :
Follow her

When she stares at your mouth :
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you :
Grab her and don’t let go

When she starts cursing at you :
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she ignores you :
Give her your attention

When she pulls away :
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst :
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying :
Just hold her and don’t say a word

When you see her walking :
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared :
Protect her

When she lays her head on your shoulder :
Tilt her head up and kiss her

When she steals your favorite shirt :
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you :
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn’t answer for a long time :
Reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt :
Back yourself up with the TRUTH

When she says that she likes you :
She really does more than you could understand

When she grabs at your hands :
Hold hers and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you :
Bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret :
Keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes :
Don’t look away until she does

When shes cold :
Hold her till shes warm

- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not sayinganything

- DON'T let her have the last word

- DON'T call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is soo much better

- Say you love her more than she could ever love you

- Argue that she is the best girl ever

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don’t believe it, talk with her

- Because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid

- Give her the world

- Let her wear your cloths

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

- Let her know she's important

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

ngidam 'new moon'

adeh..

bila nak dpt tgk 'new moon' neyh....

few weeks b4 ni kedaan agak tak mengizinkan nak gi selit2 diri dlm panggung wyg.

aritu hubby ada offer, kalau me getting better leh le gi tgk..tp last rsnya kene tunggu dvd gak le.

tp masalahnye nak kene tunggu gamba cun dlu..

nape ai suke twilight:

1 - sbb Edward Cullens vampire encem

2 - sbb family vampire tu 'vegetarian'...hahaha..

the dot's blinking! Alhmdllh

it's 29th of Nov.

pg td spotting a little bleeding....sgt takut at 1st...

sgt panic...sgt risau...sgt kecewa...n lain2 y seangkatan dengannye..

b4 this, on week 4 n 6 ada spotting...tp very light...the amount was also very little...

n the thickness n color was not so worrying..

but today's diff. it was lil thicker...

thats the reason Y...i was a lil worry...

err...not so 'lil' i think...A LOT..

we went to this private clinic...to do d checkup...

n thank god ALHAMDULILLAH...during the scanning process tu,

nampak ada satu titik blinking inside the fetus...

and its the HEARTBEAT...i was like *oh my..oh my...dats my baby's heart*...

tp ofcoz dlm hati je...kene kontrol..takut kang Mr.saiful pangkah i lak..

tp he seemed excited too. ^_^

but then doc ade spot satu mcm bengkak ni...he said...its a cyst...ovarian cyst....around 3.6x2.4cms...katanya this thing is common...sbb sgt Xcited,lupa nak tanya further psl cyst tu,so m not really sure to which degree of its 'common'ness tu.. but its ok...hope everything is fine...as long as it doesnt exceed 5cms...its considered ok.

then the doc measure the fetus....surprisingly...my pregnancy is already in its 10th week...its 9weeks n 3days.

klau base on menses tu br around 8weeks n 1day..pape pun...y pnting...my baby is ok.

patutla...my tummy mcm a lil bigger dr biasa...huhu... cyst+baby....

n my doc advise....kena complete rest.

so...skang my hubby dah takeover memasak...n housechores....since fewweeks b4 lg....bcoz of morning sickness..wat a lucky me!

Mr.saiful sgt rajin...n very supportive...thanks dear...luv ya

p/s : Semoga semuanya selamat ..InsyaAllah...

-cepatnye stress....

-slalu je rs sgt letih..

my hubby sgt penyabar mlayan karenah i ms skang ni...

Alhmdllah

luv en.saiful a lot!

i like 'merah'. i luv 'hitam'.

i cry.

i cudnt help but cry helplessly even over sumthing so small sumtyms...i mean most of the tym actually...huhu

bcoz, in some ways,it can be regarded as an act of relieving stress..

u cant talk, u cry...u cry, bcoz u just cant spit it out thru ur tongue..

so...i dun think its so 'unCOOL' for some1 to cry..

to all people out ther...

CRY...! its healthy! hahaha

040909 - hapen 2 b my 26th bday!

Nothing much..3rd Sept, after tarawih baring2 jap atas katil....tym tu hubby ngah bz ngan 'farm' die..huhu..masukkan tgn bwh bantal (habit since kicik..best sbb terasa sejuk je tgn@kaki)

tetiba terasa ada sumthing bwh bantal...

Tgk2...

"Eh, ada card la!"...*sambil pandang muka hubby*

"Aaa..?"..*Sambil buat muka blur n proceed ngan farm die*

*me-smile!*

Hubby reply "Takde2..bukak kol 12 nnti! kalau tak xde hadiah!"

Me "Ok2..."..*simpan balik card tu bawah bantal...huhu..xpe2 sabar2..huhu*

Tetiba je hubby, "Eh, awak taun ni dah xde adiah besday...

kan abg dah belikan buku masakan ritu.."

(padahal byk lg bende lain die beli katanye tu diah besday i...cth, dvd greys anatomy+supernatural seasons...so, oleh hal yang demikian...xkan ade dah adiah besday nnti...)

"Xpe...xkesah....." *ego+kecewa sket walopun mmg admit la...=p*

then hubby stop surfing n sambung bace buku

(kkdg tpk gak....asek bc je...xboring ke...huhu - ai minat bace gak...tp xdela all the tym...err)

ai pun sambung surf jap...maklum le...tgh giat usahakan 'farm' ..

then dah malas tu...join(or ertikata lain kaco) hubby mmbaca....

lama sket ttiba je dgr bende peli

k bbunyi....creepy siot...

i tegur je...tp hubby marah...pastu trus i wat taktau..

.......

ntah bape lama...ttiba i dgr ade org sergah i..

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYG!!"....*muahhsssxxx*

ouh...rupanya i ttido!? dah kol 12 dah.. huhu...

i senyum je.."Thank you syg.."

"Dah2...tido elok.."..

i pun ubah posisi n tido ikut tertib la...ttiba tingat dat card...i seluk bwh bantal...n bace..

hehehe.....cutenye card...wrne pink...

*Me - bace*

(tp confuse sbb ade ayat y tak phm...huhu..tp sbb ngantuk sgt...smbung bc sok..sbb tym tu dah happy sgt dah dpt card+kiss besday)

"Thnk syg".. *sambil senyum n tunjuk card tu kat hubby*

then i sambung ttido

sbelum tlelap tu...ade gak tpk...'ouh...aku dah 26yrs ol'...then..

...terus terbang ke bulan...

4th Sept, on the morning..dah bgn aku bace balik card tu...n *smile*...walopun still ade y tak phm..hehe

then hubby g keje ..

me kemas2 bilik..

mama ajak kuar nk g draw duit n etc..

then balik

...then hubby balik utk smyg jumaat..

then i tpk hari besday pun mcm hari biase je....huhu

then i nak make it a lil diff...xnak jd mcm taun lepas...celebrate dlm blik je...

after then,i was planning to go for a window shopping kat East Cost Mall.

then my mom in law ikut juga...jalan2 kejap..mama dah jumpa brg die...i blom jumpe lg...

then dcide nak g again next week la...

then balik

tgh driving (driving dlm pantang) ade sorg kawan i ni call..dia br tu psl i miscarriage...

then borak2...

then i tingat lak kat arwah bby i tu...sedih juga..

hubby pun balik keje..

tgk2 dia belikan kek...

*YEAYYY... - dlm hati*

bestnye...ChocIndulgence!!! my fav!

then simpan dlu dlm peti sejuk...n follow hubby masuk bilik...

"Nah.." ..*hulur kotak..*

"Ape ni?"..*excited nih~*

"Buka la..."..

*Me - sengih dah*

"D&G L'Imperatrice 3 perfume!!"

Sgt sedap baunye...mcm fruity floral sket.....hehehe....

"Thanks syg.....!"..*smile+tharu...peluk..*

*Yeay..mlm ni after bbuka leh makan chocIndulgence!*

Actually, tak tpikir pun dpt bday gift dr hubby...langsung ingat dah xde bday gift.

tgk2 ade..huhu..

To hubby, thanks alot syg for making my day..may our love last forever!

To all, thanks for all the wishes n doa... =)

My bday wish:

i wish for a better days ahead..

wishing for Allah's love, hubby's love, family's love, friends' love filling up the seconds in my life..in this world n hereafter